Out of control

There were times when I thought people would think I was nuts for saying I felt I was somehow speaking a script that I’d never read. A sense of déjà vu I couldn’t explain sometimes gripped me. Slowly God revealed to me how much I enjoy being in control. These moments of “Wow, I think I’m not the one doing this.” were to shake me into loosening my iron grip on my life and letting God take over.